hey ho people of th world! am leaving for camp tmrw =) (and i haven't pack. so kental.) looking foward t it though cos like, its a classy camp! WHEEEEEEEE. and i love 3e4 '07! <3
class t-shirt coming in tmrw. hope it looks real good. and thanks baby for lending me your hp. heh. shall take real good pictures! :D
SO LIKE I'M LEAVING FOR CAMP TMRW YO. HAHAHA. AND I KNOW YOURE ALL GONNA MISS ME xD
oh y'know. my primary school friends have really changed. eh no. it's not them, it's me. but really. everyone's like "omg wahidah is like so.. merepek" then like come t think of it, what i think is funny, and what my sec school friends think is funny isn't funny at all t them. they're all a serious bunch and it's really boring except for sab, inna and farah nadia la. they're like th bestest pri schl friends ever! ;D THEY THINK I GOT REALLY REALLY KENTAL AND IMMATURE. i'm not surprised. but it's who i am and i love th way i am now not like last time (:
ok bad day today. really really bad. so like don't wanna talk about it.
i think those days are coming. where you hafta prove yourself worthy of someone's trust/friendship/loyalty. i really really treasure all of my friends. and no matter what happens, you guys know i'll be there (; and you know whattttt? i can't believe i'm saying this but, joey seems to really understand how i feel deep down inside. without me telling him and all. i'm amazed.
Dear ____________________.
you know how disappointed i am in you. But despite whatever you did, you know i'll still love you as a bestfriend. but you really gave me a shock; enough t make me faint. and the worst part was you didn't even wanna tell us. you should know that me& jihan will never contradict you in anyway. but you really hurt me. really.
ok bye. poof! here i go, for th three dayssssssssssss.
'Sorry, this was all they had,' he said, staring at the dropping buds.
'But they in no way reflect my abiding love for you. Please, Priya, come home with me,' he said. 'I promise you, we'll make a happy new life together.'
His face was as handsome as ever, his smile winsome and full. I wanted to kiss him.
His ring had never left my finger, but now, I really wanted to mean something again.
The flowers looked bountiful and rich. I told him that yes, I wanted to be his wife again.
'Great!' he said, smiling broadly. 'And listen, if you want to work, that's fine,' he said. 'I'll let you.'
Everything stopped, the roses withered. Those words pinged around in my brain. He'll let me. He'll let me.
Love's never about giving your partner what she/he wants.
It's about understanding what he/she needs from you. Y-O-U.
'Please just know that any time you feel unwanted in the world, and by anybody in it, that you are wanted in MY world.'
<3
Everything Happenes For A Reason - Kavita Daswani. marvelous book.
ok so me, nadia, fairuz, myrah, syafiq and joey had t find th fancy costume :/ TIRING MUCH. from central t geylang. all that walking. hahaaa but nadia and fairuz decided t entertain us with jokes! KDK but they were all funny& kental la, srsly.
haha. then at eunos mrt station, we took th elevator up
fairuz: eh. we all cacat uhh? take elevator joey: NO LAH. we.. we all carrying bulky items. (holds nadia's hand)
HAHAHAH. i tell you. it's damn funny lah! we were laughing like maniacs! JOEY IS EVIL. EVILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. xD
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
ok hello. so school wasn't that bad lah. y'know i just really wish i could clear everything with __________. but like it seems like she really doesn't wanna forgive me despite me apologizing constantly. so like mmkay, shall leave her alone then since she doesn't wanna talk anymore. i just really hope she forgives me.
y'know i just realized that i lost a lot of friends. especially my 2e4 girls like farah, shushu, farah, dira, eka and kelly. ohhhhhhhhhmygosh and especially ain. cos like i don't hang out with them anymore. i have no idea why. smtimes i wish i could still sit at th table with them and just talk cos like when i'm with them, i can really be myself and there's not much disputes or whatever. and i really really regret losing ain la (like really!) she has really really been a great friend to me all these time and i ditched her just like that. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. can time just rewind or smth please?
(SNAPS BACK TO REALITY) haha. ok. filed sean's nails today! and they are damn pretty mmkay. it's like all shiny! :D i love bullying xing fen in class! she's like th best everr. i tried to write 'iddy <3' on her desk today and i succeeded! hurhur.
fancy was ok la. had fun with everyone! haha. kept laughing with th juniors and nadia xD i was seriously being super immature till th zul guy kept laughing at me and went "EH CHILL AH. HAHAHAHAHHA" lol! ZOMG. he's so funny, really. even amzar lah. haha.
okok. gotta study for phy test. kental seh. like tmrw got test, today just tell. bleah :P
i said i wasn't gonna loose my head but then POP! goes my hearttttttttt i wasn't gonna fall in love again but then POP! goes my hearttttttttt and i just can't let you goooooo! i can't loose this feeling
HAHA :D this video is damn cute can? haha ok maybe music& lyrics wasn't as bad as i said only th ending and all was boring lah, really
and hugh grant is hot :p but he's like so evil in bridget jones! bleah.
AHHHHHHHHHH. i am stuck at home while everyone's at school! ): i am sooooooo bored! someone sms me during lessons please! EH NO. I HAVE T CUT DOWN ON MY SMSES. <3
i missed chem quiz. i'm afraid if mr tan is gonna be "you missed your quiz. no marks lah" OMGGGGGGGGGGGG. i'll really really break down cos like i studied! pfffft. missed history, ss, ummmm.. english? haha. and maths too! omg. I CANNOT AFFORD T MISS MATHS! A MATHS! gosh. imagine th catching up i have t do besides that, there's a camp breifing today and like i'm gonna miss it! and is mr sheun like going t do th class shirt todayyyyyyyy? ahhhhhh. ok shut up lah. i really can't stand a day of absence at school.
and furthermore, i'm supposed t make it up with gee! ))))))))))): OMG OMG OMGGGGGGG. i so wanna go t school but my eye looks really swollen. sian lah.
OHHHHH my friends have been calling me a nerd. as in N-E-R-D. idk why. but srsly, me? a nerd? HAHAHAHAAAA. ok maybe. according t gee, i study alot. and akif says i read too much and almost every moment (even when walking t class) HAHAHAHHA. i can't help it! =X i'm really really determined t get good grades this year unlike last year and last last year (HAHA!) where i failed and all i don't wanna failllllllllll! th feeling is horrible! heh.
i miss ain, really. ok random. haha.
ok need t get my rest. OMYGOD I DONT WANT TO REST. I WANT T GO T SCHOOL LAH SIA. :/ ok bye. miss my friendsssss!
you mean th world t me and i wouldn't wanna loose you just because i didn't tell you smth i had my reasons, really. and i wld tell you if you'd talk to me i really really don't wanna loose you as a friend. LIKE REALLY. i'm really sorry abt th whole thinggg, seriously really really sorry!
please don't be mad at me? i'll explain t you everything promise! and i'll never keep any secrets frm you anymore. honestttt! like, if i loose my friendship with you cos of this, i'd regret for th rest of my life - i swear.
ahhhhhh. please talk to me gee! i am REALLY REALLY REALLY sorryyyyyyy.
akif, jihan and faris came over to study/ hang out. we laughed a hell lot and what not. haha. i feel super blessed t have akif and jihan as my bestfriends :D seriously, they're like th best ever in e4, smhow. it's like i get t share my problems so easily with them and surprisingly, with akif too. cos he's a guy. ok i have a theory. ok whatever. haha xD
mum ordered pizza! wheeeeeeee. and we ate in my room. oh gosh. th guys were sooooo enjoying when they played PS2. haha.
hey you. it's kinda awkward when you're my friend. but i'm glad :D that ________________________________. haha. go figure!
FARINA! come back t school soon mmkay (: and we're all here waiting for you! i'm sorry i wasn't there for you when ________________. yah. really sorry. i just kinda got to know also. cheer up kae and we'll help you move on with life. ;D gee and dee are always here for you <3
SCHOOL TODAY WAS A whore. haha. no seriously, when i got into class all i could think of was GOING HOME!
HAHAAAAA. i'm just not ready yet! oh and I GOT DONUTS ON MY WAY HOME. HAHAHAHAHA. TAKE THAT FARIS! :P but i'm still like.. craving for more. haha.
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